This is the ultimate description of me and who i have come to realize is my true personality. Yes, there may be other words to describe me, but this one is the first and foremost in my mind. I am a submissive and always will be no matter what. I have come to realize that it is in my nature and not something easily able to hide. I'm on my journey of submission, but there is one person only that i come to kneeling and that is my Master....R. He knows who He is....but I only kneel to Him and always whisper my love to Him. I love Him and He's my whole world!
This is for me because there is always going to be a rainbow in my world filled with dark and grey clouds...I know He is always there for me when i need Him.

One word cant even describe who i am...but in all reality this is who I strive to be with a mixture of a girl who can get down and dirty at the same time because i know He loves a girl that can get all dressed up one second and be in a pair of jeans and tshirt playing with the guys the next. Its a delicate balance but i know i can handle it well.
No matter where i go, i will always remember that i am a country girl no matter what and i love to go huntin and mudding and fishing and everything else out in the country. I may not be one of those extreme rednecks either. I'm just a plain old country girl.
This makes me think of the lyrics He tells me all the time. I try to always act like an angel, but sometimes my horns show through. The photo captures the idea that even angels can get into trouble :)
I'm always full of wonder and love to be a girly girl every now and then. I love flowers and this is what i would do if i ever received flowers. I would sit there and smell them thinking of Him because i know without a doubt that they would be from Him. The other meaning to me is that flowers take time to grow and have to have just the right mixture of things, but even if they dont get the right balance they can turn out amazing. It inspires me that im a beautiful flower and i may not have the right balance, but i'm beautiful in my own way and He sees that beauty.






